time out
I have some time on my hands,
my doctor has signed me off work for 4 weeks
and I am under instructions to relax,
be kind to myself and to let things wash over me.
In the last few months
I have probably done a little too much coping,
much hiding in my work and a bit too much overtime,
now I find that l am facing an impenetrable brick wall
So I intend to do as l am told,
enjoy without guilt some morning lay ins,
some must do walking and cycling in the evenings,
with a rest on my favourite bench,
breathing in deeply of my surroundings
breathing in deeply of my surroundings
(my bike resting in Rickerby Park, Carlisle)
I have organised my paints and pastels,
bought a couple of fresh canvases
and even had a stab at a large pastel landscape
I am all signed up on courses
including Tai Chi and Shiatsu
l intend to spend many hours in my healing place,
my new secret garden
literally smelling the old roses!
How about getting a toy boy and some vertical jogging
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oooohhhh!!! aaaaahhhhhh!!!! you are awful valleysmum...any idea where l might find one??
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saz x
Whether you just indulge in the walkies and such, or in the... other things suggested above, I hope you enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!
ReplyDeleteI think you will be OK, the pointing on that wall looks a bit weak to me!
ReplyDeleteThat's a grand place to rest your velocipede, I used to walk across Rickerby Park every morning on the way to college. I lived at Stonyholme Cottage beside the Golf Club for two years.
The rose is quite beautiful!
Enjoy your rest time.
I am laughing .. the doctor said take it easy he didnt say sign up for courses, cycling or any other strenuous activity ... go get a nice book and sit in the park and relax!
ReplyDeleteMmmm...that rose smells wonderful...and so gorgeous...and your pastel painting, dearest? Extraordinary...just like you! You've captured a mood, a feeling...something I so admire about all of your work. I am so glad that you have time out...time in the garden...rest...rejuvenate...it is so richly deserved. Wish I could climb on a plane and come join you...sigh...but I am with you in spirit! Love you much! Janine XO
ReplyDeleteThat's my girl. Decide that for the next four weeks you, YOU are going to INDULGE YOURSELF. That is the rose I must have in my garden...so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteSo this is you taking it easy?!! I think the doc means sitting in the sunshine reading a book - although taking on a toy boy does sound quite entertaining and it could be restful...afterwards!
ReplyDeleteenjoy enjoy- every minute. You can indulge in the process of being rather than doing. I am getting used to it and recommend it
ReplyDeleteOh I feel your pain. And have had similar advice myself. Rest means rest and your list is busy busy busy. How about trying just being and take it from there.
ReplyDeleteMy doctor didn't order me to rest. My body demanded that I leave my position. I am already restless and tempted to sign up for things. My body says no.
ReplyDeleteWalks with the dogs and a good diet. I am hoping I can get my body back to cooperation. I have too much to do before I sleep!
hope you do take the doctors orders to heart. That is a lovely photo od your rose.
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My daughter's fiance practises Shiatsu. Supposed to be very therapeutic.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful painting on the easel, you talented girl.
Charge your batteries up well and let's hope the brick wall vanishes soon.
Take care ~ Eddie x
As soon as I read the beginning, I thought "Go to your secret garden and get some R & R." Glad to see it's on your list of "medicines." Take good care of yourself. :D
ReplyDeleteThis time is a gift...enjoy and savour every day.
ReplyDeleteFeed your soul with all that speaks to you...and if you can find a copy of Simple Abundance by Sarah Ban Breathnach...start reading....it is a lovely book that teaches you to rediscover YOU!
Wishing you success...
Hugs from the Hostess
Love the bike shot! ENJOY yourself and sleep in every chance you can!
ReplyDeleteMake the most of it ... but don't get disheartened if you find that you don't get the time for the painting... better to relax totally
ReplyDeleteOh dear. I am sorry you are not well. Things have been tough for you this year. Your doctor sounds amazing. Each time I go to mine with a complaint, she says that it is caused by the menopause. Everything! Constipation, urinary infections, even flu.
ReplyDeletegood for you Saz!! soak it all in, and let the negative stuff drift far far away. :) btw.. pastel is gorgeous!!!
ReplyDeletemay it all be as restorative as intended.
ReplyDeleteSounds like good advice - be kind to yourself. WM x
ReplyDeletePS I want your bike!
I just looked at your favorites list. I think we might be twins.
ReplyDeleteBack in the 80s as a young full time working mom who was trying to be super-employee/super-wife/super-mom/super-human being and never taking any time for my own inner self I ended up having a major physical/emotional collapse. I was ordered to take time off, too, and my doctor told me I'd worn myself so far down it'd take me a year to get back to 'normal'. Whatever normal is. But it taught me a valuable lesson, to try to listen to the 'inner me' and find the time...somehow...in this crazy life I'm living at the moment once again, to TAKE some time for myself to refresh my battery. A bad health year in 2008 also showed me one truly needs to stop and smell the roses now and then. And what a beautiful rose you've chosen to do so! Here's hoping your rest will rejuvenate you, too.
ReplyDeleteLoving the colors in your lanscape. So pretty.
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