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as sleep eludes me

I find myself meandering through blogland and rifling through others' pages and places , I know I should avoid some, they only serve to remind where I cannot go... 
I have been overwhelmed with my new business in a good way and I wrap myself up in it by day and evening, my passion and now my bread and butter is one. A dream come true....you would think that would satisfy but it does not entirely. There is still this void. Once full of family life, my children, my mum and a tie that binds, I now wander through my busy days, hands busy, mind full of tasks outstanding, plotting and planning, endless list making, all a joy, but my heart is heavy and I cannot fill this gaping empty hole... I miss so much, and so many. Still, I keep busy....
It has been a year already and so Moannie's/Mum's first anniversary two weeks ago was spent with my brother and sister, who made the road trip up to Carlisle. The first time anyone has been to visit me from down home, since I moved here as …